What it Means to Be Different

Hybachi LeMar speaks from Jacksonville Correctional Center:

What it means to be different in a world where you’re not seen as the same as everyone else? To relate with the feeling of not fitting in; like a beast in search of meaning in a field of flowers and bloom, To feel closed in… and it’s empty, like a seashell inside. To be the only quiet one in the class, and to wonder, why am I here?
To read the posthumously writings of truth-seekers distance themselves in the alleyway of deep thought, and mysteriously disappeared through.
It’s relevant in giving serious thought to the destruction of western civilization, all the while knowing how high chances are that sharing these thoughts cling to whoever listen to circle their finger around their ear, especially if you elaborate how every ghetto groomed in civilized insanity will find redemption in the rights of the uncivilized insane, is to intimately understand the feeling of a moth lost in the most celebrated seasons of butterflies, is to wonder if there’s a place in this world to fit in, why you’re not like everyone else, and to seek wisdom to alleviate yourself from the loneliness in parting ways.
But in parting ways with others, we get closer to finding ourself. To be different, to be unique; not being like the others means you’re exceptional, and remarkably rare. It’s the moth that devotes itself to the nature of light, that’s fortunate to find something worthy onto the sacrifice of its wings. If being civilized is to mean anything, be it to situate yourself against the domestic colonialism that’s been so savagely pitted against you.
There are pages, beyond the veil of night, for future generations to make wonder along the same alleys in search for similar truths, once discovered, become yours to treasure. It is as Pythagorus directed, declining from the public ways, walk in unfrequented paths. When your mouth is closed, no one can see inside of your head. The emptiness in the seashell contains the sounding of the depths from which it was drawn. Everything on Earth is in a state of turning inwards in the direction of finding peace. The beauty of the flower can be found in the development of the beast.